Here's Jonny

Sometimes I play games and stream... Sometimes I go to school... Depends on what day it is.

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We are going to play a fun game this week. It's called, "Let's count the MINUTES of sleep that I get this week". Check back in this weekend to see if I am still going, or if someone should check in on me. It's bound to be a great time. #NursingSchool

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@jussstgenevieve Trust the process. Things happen for a reason. Sometimes, the right thing is something you need to wait some time for and keep grinding and working to achieve. You’re a strong person. You got this 💪🏻❤️

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@truemper_jake Ohhhhh! I love this! Congrats brother

[NFL @NFL]

Pacheco is different.

📺: #CINvsKC on CBS
📱: Stream on NFL+ https://t.co/fM5ertlhHi

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@JKaner04 I don’t know how to feel anymore. Everything I thought was real, is now a lie. How could you do this to me!? 😭

[Aaron Ladd @aaronladdtv]

#Chiefs Travis Kelce is just 99 receiving yards shy of most-ever by a tight end in NFL postseason history

[Midwest vs. The Rest @midwestern_ope]

Things to remember when in the Midwest

1. If someone waves you through a 4 way stop, just go, it doesn’t have to make sense.

2. Chili is better on the second day.

3. “Living the dream” is a cry for help.

4. “Alright, welp” is a sign that it’s time to go.

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@Alexkuhn523 @670TheScore Super proud of you and happy that I got to know you and work with you! Go be a rockstar 💪🏻

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Just finished my last final of the first semester of nursing school. I failed 2/3 courses. Means I start over again. Live and learn. #WinterBreak

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Update on school: with all the effort and studying I did, I still managed to fail my exam yesterday, therefore putting me out of contention to move forward unless I get 100%. Need to regroup and try again in the spring…maybe. For now, beer and dark rooms. #NursingSchool

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What did I do today? Spend 13.5 hours in the library at school. Why? Because I’m “failing” all of my classes. Can I still pass? Yeah… will I? Probably not. I have to average like 85%+ on all my exams. Good thing my Zoloft is kicking in so I don’t cry. #NursingSchool

[(parody) BILL NYE THO @Bill_Nye_Tho]

according to my calculations, it is what it is

[CBS Sports @CBSSports]

Iowa has held five of its six opponents to 10 points or fewer.

They're 3-3 this season.

[Twin Cities Blues ⭐️⭐️ @CIAtwincities]

Something funny being talked about in the @TCBlueLions circle. The Chelsea defense, I presume.

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@colbicat @zhu @kendricklamar @babykeem @matrodamusic @sleepsleepthedj @Clooneeuk @devaultmusic @johnsummit @fredagainagain1 is SOOOO good

[Chicago Fire FC @ChicagoFire]

good morning.

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@JessShadyy I appreciate you <3

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How I am doing currently:

Physically: 9/10 Besides my back hurting because of my heavy backpack...I've lost 50+lbs this calendar year.

Emotionally: 6/10...I'm having some ups and downs.

Mentally: 1/10...Mental breakdowns everywhere. I'm not ok. And I hate to admit it.

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@DvdSchlt I'm so down for that. We will make it work

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@painting_lady love and appreciate you Sam

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cont.
Should I really being airing this out on twitter? Probably not... but hey, I have to say something.

Will I be ok? Probably.

Will it take time? Definitely.

What is next? As the magic 8-ball says "Ask again later".

#LoveYou #KeepMovingForward #Hashtag

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cont.
The feeling of loneliness and not belonging have been SUPER high over the last week or so. My confidence is basically non-existent.
I have a doctor appointment next week. Guess it's time to bring some stuff up
So, if I haven't been the greatest friend, I really am sorry.