𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓

𝙂𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙪𝙥.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

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CATHERINE ADAMS

❍ Criminal Minds
❍ 18+; MDNI
❍ Likely Non-Shipping
❍ Mature Themes

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[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

⑆ I hate feeling so frustrated and confused all the time.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel ⑆ do you not anymore.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

⑆ sigh.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

⑆ goodnight

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

⑆ dropping off early tonight. ✌🏼

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

Tick tock...

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + because it's never over. it will never be over.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel “but she could turn her back on you.”

it makes her laugh, low and a little just on the edge of not right. of course she knows that Spencer is never going to love her— she doesn't love him. that's never been what this game is about.

“bye, spencie. i'll be seeing you.” +

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + of them, anyway. except for elle greenaway. jason gideon. aaron hotchner. derek morgan. didn't they all leave you? in fact, wasn't agent morgan your best buddy, your brother, your protector? and he didn't even care enough to know you were in prison. some family.”

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel “jealous? that's cute, spencie, considering you're here with me, and not with anybody else. get out of my hotel room, you've proven me wrong. they're so dedicated to you that you could never turn your back on them.”

another pause as she fixes her glare on him. “well... most+

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + made for yourself. don't treat me like i'm stupid, spencer, because i know about the bau. even the ones you think i don't. are they your family?”

she's scowling now, showing away from him. “you can go.”

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel there's tense, suffocating silence as she takes the time to stub her cigarette out into the wood of the table.

and then she's leaning forward, her knees touching his. her eyes are cold, none of her playful amusement remains.

“your family, hm? a family that you... +

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + you back is loyalty to people who don't care about you as much as you care about them.”

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + fine, since you won't play with me. i think you enjoyed it when you hurt me— I think it was the first time you ever really let yourself think about the other side of all this. and i think you know, in your mind, that if you switched sides, they'd never stop you. what's holding+

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

⑆ i'm back on my toxic ship bullshit.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + enough.

“not right where i want you, but close enough.”

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel eyes linger on his fingers, on his lips. she doesn't care so much who he's been with; she's had her fair share of anonymous others.

“so sad for you that that didn't work out? did it get boring? or were you still thinking about me?”

that he's still here tells her almost +

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel + to lock onto his. she knows that his lady friend isn't here, of course, knows exactly who he came with— nobody but himself.

[𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝑲𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒓 @xMlSS45]

@ruinedintel “sorry to disappoint,” she replies sarcastically as she takes a drag from the cigarette, the ember glowing deep red in the dim light.

“the cute little blonde from our last date. was she here to visit your mom, too?” fingers curl around the cigarette, and her eyes flash up +