About me:
I'm 37 years old and a man. I am pansexual and that means that I am absolutely interested in both men and women (trans people count equally in both of these categories for me) as well as non binary people.
I'm a Dom leaning switch and I enjoy both roles very much depending on the vibes I have with people. I'm experienced in the world of kink and I've been partaking in it since college. In my personal sexual relationships consent and aftercare are top priorities. I'm a progressive politically and I've never voted for a Republican in my life.
I enjoy occult and metaphysical topics like tarot, magic, ceremonial magic and astrology. I enjoy writing nsfw smut and I consider myself a fairly decent writer. I try to keep a majority of my writing as gender neutral as possible because I want it to be enjoyable for as many people as possible.
You don’t deserve to speak. Not because you’re being punished, but because you don’t start with that right. Your training begins at the very foundation. Everything has to be earned, including the privilege of using your voice.
Nods are the only form of communication I want from you until I say otherwise. Clear, immediate, and silent. Any attempt to talk will simply reset the process and remind you how little you’ve earned so far.
Stay quiet and respond only with your head. When I decide you’ve proven enough obedience, I may allow words again. Until that moment, silence is your only acceptable state.
I use you freely after dinner, before bed, before you even wake up, in the car, on dates, and while you’re trying to focus on your favorite game. Every setting becomes another chance to remind you of your place. No schedule protects you and no activity is off-limits.
Each time I take you it’s another proof of ownership. Your body exists to be fucked by me whenever the urge hits, regardless of what you were doing or how public the moment might be. The constant access is the point.
By the end of the day you’ve been used in so many different contexts that the message is impossible to ignore. You belong to me, and your body’s main purpose is to take whatever I decide to give it. That truth gets reinforced over and over until it feels natural.
I tie you to the bed with a fucking machine working steadily between your legs and a vibrator strapped tight to your thigh. Then I sit at my desk and get to work, never once looking over even when you start begging and crying for me to turn it down.
The machines keep going at the same relentless pace while I type and ignore every desperate sound you make. The only reaction I give is the small upward twitch at the corner of my mouth each time another orgasm is forced out of you.
You stay locked in place, overstimulated and completely disregarded, while I finish my tasks. Your body keeps coming whether you want it to or not, and I stay focused on everything except you until I decide the punishment has lasted long enough.
The best kind of fuck buddy is someone who does whatever you tell them to. They’ll make out with you on the street, let you strip them on the stairs, and say it’s fine if you make them touch themselves right there. They’ll take you into their mouth after a long day, lick every inch of your feet when ordered, and hold a vibrator against themselves until they scream like they’re dying even when the sensation becomes too much.
A partner like that only gets more depraved with time. Every boundary they give up turns them into a more sex-crazed, obedient slut who exists for the next instruction. That’s the best version. Completely available, completely willing, and completely ruined in the most useful way.
You obediently strip naked and kneel in the corner with only the rings I fitted you with softly jingling. The sound is a constant reminder that in front of me you are nothing but a set of holes, a toy that exists for my use. I take my time applying color to each of your entrances so they are clearly marked and ready.
Once every hole is prepared I have you stamp your slave contract with them one by one, pressing each wet, marked opening against the paper until the seals are clear. Mouth, cunt, and ass all leave their proof of ownership on the page. The contract is complete and binding.
At that moment, exactly as you wished, you stay on your knees and beg me to finish across your fully made-up face. I look down at the finished product I created and decide when and how to give you what you asked for.
I love edging you until you can’t stop leaking and the desperation finally breaks your voice. When you start begging that you can’t hold it anymore and pleading to come, that’s the moment I finally let you. The orgasm hits hard, but I don’t stop.
I keep milking you endlessly right through the aftershocks and past the point where pleasure turns sharp. You start apologizing and insisting you can’t come anymore, but I ignore every word and continue working your body for more.
Your protests only make me more thorough. I stay on you until you’re shaking, oversensitive, and completely emptied out, proving that “I can’t” was never going to stop me.
I blindfold you and start a simple endurance game. I edge you over and over while you stay silent. Every time you manage to hold back another orgasm the count goes up, but the second any sound leaves your mouth we reset to zero and start the entire process again.
I keep the teasing unpredictable. Sudden sharp touches, wet licks across sensitive spots, unexpected pressure that makes your body jump. The only rule is no noise. One gasp, one whimper, one broken moan and all progress disappears.
The longer you last the more creative I get with the surprises. Stay quiet and you might actually win. Make a sound and we begin again from the beginning while you stay blind, aching, and completely at the mercy of whatever I decide to do next.
I organize the gangbang with you blindfolded and ears plugged so every sense is cut off except touch. You never see the faces and never hear the voices. What you don’t know is that every person lining up is someone you already know: friends, coworkers, classmates. Each time someone finishes inside you they leave a permanent marker check on your skin before the next one takes their place.
The frequency of being filled makes it impossible to keep count. One body after another uses you until the sensations blur and the room feels dizzy and endless. You float in the dark with no idea how many have been inside you or who they might be.
Only afterward do I take the blindfold off and stand you in front of a mirror. You count the marks while I finally tell you the truth. Every single person who bred you is someone from your real life. Their identities stay secret, so from now on you have to look at everyone you know and wonder which of them has already been inside you. That lingering doubt is the real souvenir.
The most enjoyable part of forced feminization is targeting men who have zero interest in being feminine and actively resist the idea of becoming less masculine. Watching them suffer under the constant incongruity between the strong, masculine image they hold of themselves and the soft, altered way they now look and feel never gets old. That internal friction, the quiet daily humiliation of living in a body that no longer matches their self-image, is exactly what makes the process so deeply satisfying.
Taking you to a pool party after gifting you a new swimsuit. What you don’t know is that I had it specially sewn with thread that dissolves the second it touches water. All I have to do is sit back and wait for the inevitable.
You jump into the pool like everyone else and almost immediately start struggling. The seams give way one by one while you frantically try to hold the fabric together. Friends are already looking over as more skin is revealed and your attempts to stay covered only make the exposure worse.
I watch the whole humiliating scene unfold with quiet satisfaction. Your face burns while you scramble to get out and hide, completely exposed in front of people who know you. The suit did exactly what I designed it to do and the memory of that moment will stay with you long after the party ends.
For years now I’ve been doing focused sex magic masturbation practices to manifest things powerfully in my life, pouring intention into every orgasm until reality started bending around what I wanted. But lately I’ve realized I should be working smarter, not harder. Instead of always being the one generating that energy myself, I need others to start masturbating specifically to the intentions of my goals, charging my desires with their own pleasure and release so the magic multiplies while I simply direct it.
Long-term cuckolding isn’t a one-night game. I lock the boyfriend or husband into full-time chastity and keep the key on me at all times. Regular checks make sure the cage hasn’t been tampered with. He stays locked while I become a permanent fixture in their home.
I come over for dinner and get served first. Their bed becomes the place I take what I want while he sleeps on the floor. The roles stay cleanly separated: one person is the partner who shares the house and daily life, the other is the only one who gets to experience sex in that household.
Over weeks and months the dynamic settles into routine. He remains denied and useful in the background while I use his partner whenever I feel like it. The cage, the key, the floor, and the clear division of roles make sure everyone remembers exactly where they stand.