idc how sneaky u think you are, how long you got away or how manipulative u are .. God ain’t gone let u play under solid people. that karma hit hard & those losses be bigger than the shit u thought you got away with. i swear God move like i’m one of his favorites. my God don’t play about me 🤍
I love the feeling of getting back on track with life 🤍 Cutting out bad habits, elevating, staying focused, & putting my energy into what truly matters!!! There’s nothing like choosing yourself and getting back to you!
You call her difficult now.
but you remember how she was when you first met her. she trusted easily. she spoke freely. she loved without checking twice if it was safe. then things changed. she started questioning every little thing. she stopped saying what she felt because somehow being honest always became another argument. she became guarded.
not because she wanted to be. because she learned that being soft with you didn't always mean being safe with you. and now you call her cold, difficult, toxic... but did you ever stop
to wonder who she had to become just to survive the way you loved her? maybe she didn't change for no reason. maybe you just noticed the damage after you stopped noticing what caused it.
nobody talks about the angry stage of healing. the rage you feel when you realize how much and how long you were taken advantage of. the absolute disgust you feel towards those people that mislead you. it comes in waves. sometimes you'll feel healed and then it suddenly hits you.
I'm mentally checked out of a lot of shit. You definitely gotta catch me while I give a fuck these days, cause once I don't, you might as well hang it up.
Not even an apology can undo how certain people made me feel. Some damage ain't about words, it's about patterns, disrespect, and seeing people for who they really are.