xela

22 | any pronouns | ugw: 37kg |
non edtwt dni

[xela @xaelelax]

unpinning this once i lock in and get to 54kg

[xela @xaelelax]

what is the easiest way to just end everything i am genuinely asking because i can't do this anymore

[xela @xaelelax]

i am such a fat chud why do i need to eat i hate it it's humiliating

[xela @xaelelax]

@kittyrexie girl youre probs just like the thinspo i look at at this point

[lunα 🐰❤︎ @soufflace]

im scared im going to be fighting to lose weight for the rest of my life

[xela @xaelelax]

@kittyrexie real my paycheck is soon 🤑

[xela @xaelelax]

my scale is broken tf do i do now

[xela @xaelelax]

restricting would be so much easier if people in this house recognized me as my own human being that can take care of herself instead of needing to control me and checking on me every 5 secons like i am still 12 years old.

[xela @xaelelax]

does my stomach hurt because of too much coffee, not enough food or rotting in bed? asking the real questions over here

[xela @xaelelax]

@vejoumgatinho @0RTH0REXIC ngl this is one of the reasons i want to move out 💀

[xela @xaelelax]

i genuinely think that i will not have a problem with restricting once i start working out butni cannot find the motivation to move my ass 😭 in desperate need of edtwt tips and friends

[xela @xaelelax]

been renovating our house for like 2 weeks now and my parents hid the scale from me so now i can't check shit 🥹 this is torture

[xela @xaelelax]

@kittyrexie fr 😭

[xela @xaelelax]

finally went under 500 cals yesterday 😋

[xela @xaelelax]

@Alexand72626699 is it too late to say i want in? :3

[xela @xaelelax]

@kittyrexie real

[xela @xaelelax]

my thinspo best friend admitted to purging, is this a sign?

[xela @xaelelax]

my best friend that i love more than anything just called me chubby i am ending it

[xela @xaelelax]

gonna start logging what i eat here so the pretty skinnies can tell me what a fatass i am 🫶🏻