@ImVespertilio I'm sorry for you, I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you'll get back on track and won't have to console yourself with numbers you'll never achieve.
@ImVespertilio You must be very unhappy. Your life is sad, your family is letting you down, you lash out at singers, you compare things, but if you compared your life to theirs or anyone else your age, it would show how insecure, sad, and hopeless you are.