maybe rolling the boulder up is enjoyable and maybe watching it roll back down is cathartic. maybe I don't need to be constantly progressing and succeeding in life and I can just hang out doing pointless things
(affirmations to myself after spending time socializing) im sooo normal and regular. im sooo normal and regular. im sooo normal and regular. no one hates me or thinks im weird. i actually reacted to that story in such a regular normal way. im sooo normal and regular