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[e @xdylou_]

a different kind of tired that sleep doesnt feel like rest 😮‍💨 but at least i still get my daily 2hrs of eyes-closed time 😅

[e @xdylou_]

first week back at work done and it was a fucking struggle 😭😭

[e @xdylou_]

the past few days have been so scary and overwhelming 😭😭😭 never felt this terrified before 😰😭 this boy so excited kasi, but sorry makulit din si nanay feeling lagi keri pa kaya kilos ng kilos 🥲🥲 wait lang at least 1-2 more weeks plsss 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[e @xdylou_]

everything's all over the place. im all over the place— emotions, hormones, thoughts. high, low, quiet… then repeat.

😭🥹🥲🤞🏼😰🤯😬🥰🙏🏼

[e @xdylou_]

a wife for a year now?????

aahhhh thank you Lord for this life and for blessing me with this amazing soul i call my husband 🥹🥹

[e @xdylou_]

ugh sobrang hirap magpigil lalo kung malakas kumain lalo sa kanin 😭😭

[e @xdylou_]

so likot + leg cramps 🥲😅

[e @xdylou_]

bakit ang hirap maghanap ng dayshift 😭

[e @xdylou_]

ayoko na mag-night shift pls 😩🥲

[Words @wordstionary]

Yes 🤞

[e @xdylou_]

badly need a morning/mid shift work na talaga 😣🫠

[Words @wordstionary]

🖤

[e @xdylou_]

lahat ng cravings, bawal 😭😭

[Reads with Ravi @readswithravi]

what is real happiness?

[e @xdylou_]

7 days no caffeine intake, siguro enough detox na yun no beh? 😅

[e @xdylou_]

trangkaso day 2 🥲😵‍💫

[e @xdylou_]

Was going through old files, photos & vids bcos need na mag-declutter and grabe these memories!!!! I vaguely remember the old me tho. Im sure damn proud of what and who i am now but medyo ang sarap batukan ng old self ko 🥲🥲

[e @xdylou_]

And the memories bring back..