behind a girl who hates her birthday, is a little kid who longs to be surprised, to be welcomed at 12:00 AM, to be showered with gifts and a cake, and to receive a letter expressing how important she is.
@GilesNiall i agree, Neil. sometimes, escaping reality through unhealthy coping mechanisms can be tempting. it's important to find healthier ways to manage our thoughts and emotions.
unfortunately, i am my family's most independent and distant child so i will sit here by myself, act like i don't need anyone, and fight every single problem by myself
no one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "i don't know how much more i can take"