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[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

After I ate five pills of medicine last night, I feel better today. Whole day I did not ate any medicine, no fever, less cough and sleeping whole day. And I ate less than before, maybe I have lost weight for 2 kg already. I am hungry now, but I have no any mind to eat anything.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

I have no fever today, and I feel better. And we ate dumplings at noon, I ate 7 ? Now I really hope there is a doctor will come to my home, and see all of us. Father is better, mother can cook now, and I do not feel uncomfortable so much. Except sleeping, I have no way to cure.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

I make a lemon drink everyday, now I just depend on this. I got the fever for three days, but I am scared to take my temperature. Because if the temperature is so high, in fact it is, I still can not do anything for myself, and the fact about nothing can do will shock my mood.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

Merry Christmas ! Today I am too uncomfortable, I ate one pill medicine for bring down a fever last night, but I feel so cold after eating it this moring and I got a fever again today. And there is no food at home, I eat porridge and noodle everyday, because we all got the fever.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

Time can change everything, time can be changed by love. You love someone forever, no one can ask you how long you love and how much you love. At this moment I can't sleep for COVID-19 is back and it is heavy than before. Twice soon, and there is no medicine, bless me.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

What is the skylight? I always want to have a normal life, not showing myself so much, even not using myself so much. I don't know right door is right or left door is right, but I know must make decision at once. It is right. She can see something what I can not see, about myself

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

I always want to hold the feeling which is tiny but shining. When the girl told me the feeling about her pain of illness, I could not feel the pain, I could feel she is sensitive. Something I never think about for myself, she could see it and told me directly. What she could see?

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

Someone maybe can not have a long life, but it dosen't mean they know less. The girl who told me that, she always went to hospital ago. But the people who looks weak, they always can feel something and say something different, not as long life people can give you the experience.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

I like this picture, everyone who hold her prince and have her best dream. I can feel my prince is on the road toward to me. A girl asked me there are two doors, one is right, one is left, which one I should choose, and she told me don't choose, there will be a skylight for me.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

@elonmusk People don't want to leave their tracks. They do not want to show their data. If I show it once, someone will see the tweet, reply or like, they are the private data for them. It is like people who walk on the snow, there must be some footprints, they want to make this disappear.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

@elonmusk It is called diving.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

The love oath maybe like this : If I am fat, if I am old, if I am poor, a small potato, a puddle of mud, a cold ice, will I still have the love, the love worth to be welcome. The love which can be shining in sunshine, which can be forever and never change. It is: I have you only.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

I never recive one rose, or even any flowers. I expect it no matter how long time passed. Someone helped me, it is not the rose. Someone hurted me, it is not the rose. Someone loved me in the darkness, it is not the rose. The rose must be red, not blue, not yellow, not pink.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

Today is 冬至 in China, it means the coldest day in winter. Ice is made of water but colder than water. Although today is colder than yesterday or tomorrow, it is no deep drifference in them. It is so hard for me, the worst day to me, ice day has already gone, it become the water

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

The Christmas Day will be coming, I do not really know the meaning of Christmas, I always feel it is a day very romantic, because it is not whole family to celebrate in China, young people will date in this day. I always can see the couples with flowers and apples on the street.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

These days I got COVID-19 and I always like sleeping everyday. My symptom is not heavy, it is like a big flu.
But I always feel tired and want to go to bed, even just get up a few hours then back the bed, all day in the bed, it make me tired, I need to have some sports.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

When I was a child, I heard from the story that time is a tunnel, I can go through it from the one point of time to another point of time. So if there is a tunnel of the time of your life, which point do you want to go ?

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

"How to be not sad in pain, alcoholic only." It is the words from ancient times of China. For me it is coke, not for I shoul be said sorry or I should be thought pity. Drink it by myself, the coke with the loneliness，it is very beautiful to enjoy the night with moon.

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

When I am unhappy, I always want to be back to my childhood, I can pick up my small wallet to go to buy the toys and cards, why woman must have to bare the pain which looks stupid when she grow up ?

[Marry @xiahaoGrace]

Next year is rabbit year, I bought a big rabbit for hug in sleeping, warm and comfortalbe, nice for me.