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25 | swe + futures trader | total payouts 100k+

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march was amazing

i requested $20,000 in two weeks,
dopamine was at an all time high

then april comes and i attempt to scale across every prop firm, max allocation was something i dreamed of

this led me into some dark times, i blew so many accounts, gave back so much of profits and lost all confidence in my trading

finally decided i was done tilting and told myself to slow down

i decided i will only trade one firm until i get another payout, road to a profitable May starts now

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we are so back

april was horrible but learned from my mistakes and turned it around

keep jabbing

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today almost broke me

i had an insane entry for the 200pt dump this morning, but i panicked and took my TP at ~40 pts

i was up $400x5 - $2000 on the day but after watching the price continue to dump, i was left with FOMO and couldnt step away

i proceeded to force trades and wiped out my $400 profit. now im red and praying to end the day green.

i was able to catch longs and end the day 200x5. half of what i had originally

i really need to control my emotions, almost turned a green day into blown account day

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lowkey comforting seeing everyone have the same struggle as me

means i’m only human

but this time itll be different

[PJ Trades @PJtrades_NQ]

you can lose it just as fast as you can make it.

ego takes over, you start chasing the max, then blow countless accounts

the ones who make it long term recognize it, fix it, and come back.

most don't. they just blame the market and quit.

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everyday sunday i get the craziest urge to gamble the 6pm open

i know a lot of yall do and some people actually make money 🤣

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@dhesi_trades @kiantrades @Shinobbs @DodgysDD goats

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@khushman fr

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literally what happened to me

[Rebecca @rebeccaatrades]

April sucked because I was a greedy mf’er after my epic Q1 run.

Time to start fresh in May 🤝

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@Oraclecapital__ W mindset

keep failing until you make it

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@DiegoBTrades no one realizes how much hard work it takes to consistently post and build a following, i used to think it was easy but after i took the first step i realized it requires dedication fr

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@khushman hell yea, the month of May is setting up to be good

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overall a great week

but after copy blowing so many accounts, i’m now struggling with size

plenty of A+ setups this week and somehow i only felt comfortable entering with 2-3 micros. can’t help but feel like i left too much on the table

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Interesting, the second I upgrade to premium, I get flooded by fake accounts/scammers. I wonder why and how they found me