Unfortunately, I do want a provider. I do want a protector. I do want a leader. I do want a dominant man. I do want emotional maturity and effective communication. I do want mental stability. I do want to be spoiled. I do want self awareness. I do want clingy, obsessed and safe. I do want someone who chooses me every time. And nobody is going to make me feel bad for wanting those things in a partner.
The moment I stopped initiating plans with people was the moment I stopped seeing them … I can count on 1 hand how many ppl have gone out their way to spend time with me since I started being so busy lmaooo I see the same 2 people
I’m literally not in the mood to party this summer & idk I think I hit that age lol like savings, buying a house, 401k, credit, running a business, finding my soulmate, traveling, leveling up my life is like all that is on my mind.
i’m having the most peaceful crashout of my life rn.. like i’m going insane, but also just chilling and vibing. i’m stressed about a bunch of stuff, but at the same time i’m not. i don't know how to explain it..