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call me n tell me you love me

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sitting here oh so drunk wanting to cuddle n kiss a boy

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loving the boy as well

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like…. all because of a boy??

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dream was so vivid n so real that i had to force myself awake

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what finally clicked is that i was emotionally abused and neglected. looking back at all the times that people would say “i’ll change, i’ll grow, so sorry, i love you” now those words mean absolutely nothing to me if i don’t see action behind it. crazy times took me a year to see

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saw it was happy boyfriend day, don’t make me scream up and down these walls

[XO, ANTY @XOANTY]

Me print-watching now that it is officially gray sweatpants season 👀:

[yreva @uffyebanda]

i go on twitter, talk to myself, do a few retweets then leave

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or highlights of cherry red

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for some strange reason i want my eyebrow pierced and cherry red dyed hair

[IG: STORMNYX @stormnyx_]

Nobody apologizes anymore, They just disappear and call it moving on. Accountability died somewhere between pride and ego. People would rather lose someone than admit they were wrong.
We've normalized walking away instead of working through it. Communication became optional, ghosting became the standard response to discomfort. Even closure isn't guaranteed anymore, people just leave you with questions and call it self care. Growth without honesty isn't growth, it's just avoidance wearing a better outfit.

[xavv @xorti12]

at some point i feel like what’s the point of a victim complex. don’t you want to grow, heal, and evolve?

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need a homeboy i can flirt with just cuz

[ash ☭ Ⓥ 🔻🇵🇸 @ashpraxis_]

and those who protect them.

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oh baby karma is mad real look at christa pike for example, this lady survived two lethal injections??? oh baby that’s for the shit you did. it will come back tenfold!

[Spiritomb @SPIR1T0M8]

its finally COCKtober 🍆🎃 so u know what that means 👀👅 Dick sucking awareness month 😯🙆🏼👅 🎃 IT'S TIME TO GET ☠️SPOOKY💀 👏 GET 👊FISTED👊 BY A 💀SKELETON 💀SHOVE✊🍭 CANDY 🌽🌽CORN🍬 IN YOUR👉ASS😽 AND 🙅DONT🙅‍♂️ FORGET TO SUCK😩🙌 SOME 💏DRACULA💉 DICK🍆💦

[lou .ᐟ @silenth7lls]

havent played rivals in a week

[xavv @xorti12]

i genuinely thank my ops because i’m shining brighter than when i was with them. that rejection was protection. couldn’t thank y’all enough. i’m free, happy, and doing me 😘

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i think the funniest thing of all time to me is that i’m still talked about in spaces that i was forcibly removed from or walked away from. damn my impact goes that crazy