King Tulip 💞

I.W.Y.F.E.W.W.N.T 🔥

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

my fiancée just picked and bought my baby shower dress 😭🥹

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

being about 6 months pregnant and not having anyone to talk to about how i feel fucken sucks

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

yall just knowing me and my man go to #Greyday every year but this year ima be 6+ months pregnant when the time comes
sounds to me like i’ll be having my baby right after the concert this year
#greyday2026

[wetto @SuicideChrist]

every year that passes, i realize what a gift ive been given to still be alive. it’s a miracle that i ever even drew a sober breath. even if it stopped right there - that would have been a miracle in itself. so many people don’t make it. including friends and loved ones of mine. and i did. and i wasn’t even trying. there was no “quitting”. i was absolutely incapable on my own power of stopping even if i wanted to. i was sure i would die sooner than later and maybe then, the nightmare would be over.

all credit goes to God. He absolutely did for me what i could not do for myself. i don’t question it - i try to make the best out of it and use my pain and experiences to help other people. there is no drug in the world that compares to when after hours, days, years of me working on something, pouring my soul unfiltered - no writing, sacrificing time for myself, my wife, my family, etc and i see you guys listen and you get it. you understand me. you are me, only i just have a big loud microphone. you cry. you light up and turn the fuck up. and for that moment - we connect. there is no better feeling than that and yall give me that. year after year. i could never repay what all of you have given me.

i know what it’s like to feel hopeless. to see other people get sober, change, etc and be like “fuck them”. idc if you’re sober, what religion or politics you subscribe to, if you’re shooting fent, I LOVE YOU. you’re not alone. you have a chance. i didn’t think any of that applied to me. good for other people but wouldn’t work for me. i’ve never been more wrong in my life. if you need help - please reach out and get it. it’s not fuckin easy. but it really is simple. if you can get honest, have an open mind that maybe you don’t know everything you think you know, and are just the tiniest bit willing to do something different - you have a shot

i used to think i didn’t believe in anything. i was a nihilistic miserable mother fucker. life had no meaning. there was no higher power. life was meant to just be tolerated at best. how wrong i was. even when i was a “lazy atheist” i was worshipping something and didn’t even know it - I WAS WORSHIPPING MY THINKING AND MY REASONING. i worshipped praise. money. fame. validation. music. so i did have faith all along. only that faith was in a delusional idiot who thought he was smart (me). but once i put my life into the hands of something bigger (whatever was working for my sponsor or the old timers in AA cuz i was incapable of comprehending a god) my life changed. i started to stay sober. i wasn’t obsessing about getting high. my perspective of the world changed by working a couple stupid steps.

some people say i talk to much on here. i care too much about what yall think. i lose the “mystique” by spilling and talking to yall like a normal person. but FUCK THAT. i am a normal person. i’m not special. God has given me a gift and today i pray im using it to help whoever is willing to listen. i’m not perfect. im broken. i’m a boy who is scared of the world although i act as if i fear nothing. i’m littered with fear. drugs were my way to turn the volume down. instant acceptance every time i got high. fuck being sober - wanted nothing to do with it. i rather die.

thank you God. thank you 12 step programs. thank you to getting back to my faith in my Lord, Jesus Christ. thank you to anyone and everyone who stuck with me and even the ones that didn’t. i truly understand. thank you to my wife. she is the best person i’ve ever met. my parents who tried and continue to try their best. broken for sure but always loved me with everything in them. thank you guys for giving me a life i couldn’t even fathom and getting to do what i love every fuckin day. even if this helps one person - then great. today is not about me - it’s about showing there is hope, God is real, and you have a chance. please don’t give up.

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

pregnancy sickness is not for the week
i just wanna eat breakfast lmao

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

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[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

YALL I JUST HEARD @SUICIDEBOYS ON THE FUCKEN RADIO!!!!!!!

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

why is it so hard to get pregnant 😩
atp i just wanna give up

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

yall idk what to get my fíance for christmas 😭😭😭😩

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

uggh not being able to go to coachella to see justin bieber sucks
why did we choose to have a baby now 😭

[King Tulip 💞 @xoxdeedee]

wait sounds like we’re going to coachella this year !?

[GREY FIVE NINE NEWS‼️📰🚨 @G59News]

Ruby Da Dancer 🕺🏻

[GREY FIVE NINE NEWS‼️📰🚨 @G59News]

We could be getting a $uicideboy$ song or a Scrim song that samples Twenty One Pilots, y’all want this??

[໊ @sonohoor]

is everyone losing it and crashing out rn or is it just me and justin bieber

[ieva @mourninglambs]

So excited to go to bed and have the worst sleep of my life and wake up exhausted and aching

[jake @jakewebber]

4 MILLION CELEBRATION SOON

[jake @jakewebber]

JNJ FOREVER

[MJTruthUltra @MJTruthUltra]

UPDATE: CA FIRES — This is very concerning…

🚨 A Forensic Arborist has Determined that Nearly All Wildfires in California since the Paradise Fires have been Caused by Direct Energy Weapons

• Robert Brame has over 38 years of experience as an arborist and has spent the last 48 years studying the plant kingdom, focusing on California's native flora.

• He has conducted extensive fieldwork, making 106 trips to the aftermath of 38 different wildfires mostly in California.
—— According to his analysis, he determined that only THREE of these fires were due to natural causes.

• One example he provides is the Coffey Park Fire, in Santa Rosa California in 2017.
—— Several highly flammable trees were left entirely intact despite homes burning to the ground around it. Like what we see in the LA Fires.

🔴 In all of his 120 trips to fire ravaged areas mostly in California, he has found strange consistent anomalies… such as melted glass and aluminum, where there shouldn’t be.

• In other scenarios, fence posts made of wood only ignited near the screws or metal, leading him to believe it’s being heated up with some kind of microwave technology.

• Another example he shows are trees that are literally cooking from the inside out, burning, while not one single leaf burned on the same trees.

• Brame strongly believes some of these fires, like those in Lahaina, Maui, have been started or exacerbated by directed energy weapons (DEWS).

https://t.co/WuQtHW8rYd