i don't pretend like i got my shit together. some days i'm good, some days i'm deep in thoughts, some days i'm in my feelings and some days i'm happy af. it is what it is
I can't lie, I'm hard to deal with. I don't let nothing slide, I don't ignore what I know I saw, and I don't accept disrespect just to keep the peace. I call things how I see them, I hold people accountable, and I won't stay quiet just to make somebody else comfortable.
I think my comfort with being alone stems from me knowing that if I'm alone, then there is no one around to alter any of my emotions. Everything is up to me. No one is there to trigger me, judge me, etc.
It's peaceful here; a peace I don't feel often with other humans ✨