serotonin ♋︎

she/her. emotionally attached

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

i keep the phone beside me,
waiting for the words i will not name.

the little confession, the sudden ring.

i imagine your voice in the dark,
something tender enough to prove you have felt my absence too.

nothing comes.

still, i listen for you
before morning does.

[ᴅᴜᴅᴀ 🍷 @Walsh_addi]

ideia de date: a gente volta a conversar e vivemos felizes para sempre

[liv @jazzundies]

@xsarahschaeferx every time i hear Ribs i think of u <3

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

whenever i hear a song while i'm with someone, that song becomes “theirs” in my head. doesn't matter if i've never heard it before or if i've listened to it a 100times. every time it then comes on, all i can think about is them and that specific moment, is this a universal thing?

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

i thought maybe
another city could hold
what i couldn't carry anymore.

but boston only proved
that grief travels light.

it fit neatly in my suitcase,
sat beside me on the train,
and followed me home.

[sabzi @incelminer]

My boobs are huge cause I store all my sadness and despair in them.

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

on my walk home

i found a sunflower.

inside it,
a conversation
from when we were still
learning each other’s edges.

i took a photograph, it reminded me of you.

some things wilt.

others wait
inside the first yellow thing
that remembers them.

[✰ @PRINCESSVlCKY]

what do you call it when you let it go but secretly wish it finds its way back to you

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

the same person btw who i thought i had to get a restraining order against lowkey. BTW.

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

i guess you can see if someone you blocked left you a vm, and i just saw someone did like 3-4 months ago nothing was said in it. but the fact. THE FACT. I WAS EVEN CALLED?? IM GAGGED.

[˖᯽ ݁˖ pop backup ˖᯽ ݁˖ @popbackupp]

zendaya at the premiere of the odyssey

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

we used to speak
like the tide

soft,
without trying.

now you're
only a train ride away,

but somehow

an ocean,

a constellation.

close enough
to see,

too far
to touch.

and every quiet night
i wonder

if i still
wash ashore

in your thoughts.

[serotonin ♋︎ @xsarahschaeferx]

i don’t like olivia rodrigo, and her new album isn’t my thing but the song “what’s wrong with me” yk what? ya? it’s hitting?

[ᜰ @belikeski]

slowly accepting love maybe isn't for me but deep down I know it's all I ever wanted.