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17. 5'9. CW - 175, disgusting I know. G1 - 150, G2 - 140, UGW - 120. || Doing this the healthy way!

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Maybe when my uncle and cousin have left.

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I think I'm going to take a nice, long and relaxing bath before hoovering and finishing tidying my room. :-)

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I feel really depressed rn. Ugh. Hate feeling like this, just kill me already.

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Giving up chocolate starting from today. 😄

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@AnasWhale That's good to hear! :) I'm pretty good, first day starting to do this the healthy way. Struggling with not being lazy tho. :(

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My room is a mess! I'm sure cleaning it up will burn at least 50 calories, right?

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@AnasWhale How's the recovery going? :)

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My life, all the time. RT @TheTumblrPosts: Hearing something that absolutely kills you and having to act like you’re fine.

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I haven't cut for over a month now. Proud of myself. 💜

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Homework's calling me. Stop stop stop.

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462 cals for lunch. ._. Now just need to burn it off. c:

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I'll start on Thursday because I have a college trip tomorrow where I'm eating preprepared food for old people. Probs high cal. :/

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Wow. RT @f00l_tobelieve: I've burned 599 calories just from cooking, cleaning & a few easy workouts.

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Think I'm going to start being fit and doing this the HEALTHY way.

[To Be Perfect. @AnaTellsMeSo]

No one wants a fat chick. Not as a friend, not as a girlfriend, not as model or employee. It's just not attractive.

[runaway @oh_bones_scars]

"She's okay because she's eating"
"She's okay because she's smiling"
"She's okay because her wrists are clean"

You have no idea

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I'm so fat. Ew.

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I've been losing motivation for a while now. Attempting to block out Ana screaming in my mind, but I can't do it any more.