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[sg @xtraniy]

genuinely be losing my mind & nb even notices

[sg @xtraniy]

whenever i need sb to tt i go to chatgpt , atleast it actually listens

[sg @xtraniy]

i blast music to tune it all out

[sg @xtraniy]

it's getting hard to convince myself that i like being alone

[sg @xtraniy]

it's always all or nothing with me, i can't not be intense

[sg @xtraniy]

damn i hate the real me

[geez @geezpaidd]

I carry a lot in silence because explaining it never changed anything

[sg @xtraniy]

evb always late to the realization party & no one ever
knows i was the first one there cause i never say anything

[sg @xtraniy]

im not chasing you so just leave

[sg @xtraniy]

the life i live is very lonely

[sg @xtraniy]

I think i fear humiliation more than heartbreak.

[sg @xtraniy]

so scared of being lost inlove atp im running from it

[sg @xtraniy]

halfcrazy & missing my dawg

[sg @xtraniy]

everybody romanticize yearning but its starting to feel like i’ve been bleeding out for months.

[sg @xtraniy]

is this what it feels like to finally move on ? to acknowledge & feel the pain of what was & accept the reality of what it is ?

[sg @xtraniy]

they love strength but punish vulnerability

[sg @xtraniy]

but nothing hurts when i’m alone .

[sg @xtraniy]

ts still hurt me iwel

[sg @xtraniy]

life is boring when you’re trying to heal

[sg @xtraniy]

i just wanna be loved without feeling like im begging