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| ugw : 90 lb cw: 145 | rexie girl | edtwt

[kit * @xuvuee]

the concept of having to plan out my route to school so i can smoke a cigarette in peace without anyone seriously me

[kit * @xuvuee]

letsvhope i don't wake up tomorrow

[kit * @xuvuee]

whatever im justbgonna relapse agaon and act like nothing happened and come bacm to this account in 3 months when i feel like dyinh again

[kit * @xuvuee]

i don't want to make it to 18 o dony wNt yo live anymore

[junehas0ideas @junehasOideas]

all i do is disappoint and hurt people, im lazy and useless, i don't have a future and i will die alone

[̲V̲̲o̲̲i̲̲d̲-̲c̲a̲̲s̲̲t̲ @voidacasto]

i dont see myself in anyone's future.

[𓏵 Niikoshi ͜͜ 𓈒ˎ @k4tsukinb]

checking my phone 10 times in the span of 5 minutes just to see that no one actually gives a shit about me

[lina @digitalheart777]

isolation is easier bc it’s less humiliating

[kit * @xuvuee]

idk how many calories i gad today hut j know it was too much

[kit * @xuvuee]

i don't know what to do anymore

[kit * @xuvuee]

its so embarrassing being me i try to hard to be someone im not and nobody knows that j genuinely hate myself and plan to die everynight and i gi to sleep hoping i dont wake up the next day but everuonevghinks im fine and they think im just a normal person

[kit * @xuvuee]

i just don't want to feel like this anymore i don't want to feel anything i just want to be free

[kit * @xuvuee]

the lnky reason km still alive is because my feiends and i only feel that way when i actually see them whenever i get home i truly think of all the ways i could die right there and i think one day i am going to do it and then finally feel atbpeace

[kit * @xuvuee]

ugly cryinbg because you are so unloved by your family is so humiliating

[kit * @xuvuee]

i find it hilarious how my dad wanted a family dinner and i recommended the place and was so excited thinking this was actually going to worknout and the entire dinner was just all about ny sister and it felt lkke o wasn't even there as alwaus

[kit * @xuvuee]

probably going to get ket or molly from someone tommowew i need to get unbelievably fucmed i genuinely hate my life

[kit * @xuvuee]

i want to throw up im so fat