𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

//remembered my log in info (really i found it when cleaning out my old phone). to anyone who was active around the time i was, thank you for writing with me! i love this fandom! this is a formal goodbye, since I’ll be deleting this account and my others like it.

[𝙔𝙊𝙊 𝙎𝙊-𝙈𝙄𝙉 @deceivedxvirtue]

yoo so-min

all of us are dead original character
crossover friendly
semi literate portrayal
admin is 22
#allofusaredeadrp
#aouadrp

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

👀☕️

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

// me when i don’t use my disability as an excuse to bully someone and form my own opinions based on my own observations and not what other people tell me.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

all make it through this.”

of course on-jo tried to be optimistic for nam-ra, something she could barely do for herself.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

she gave the girl’s hand a reassuring squeeze.

“you’ve done so much to protect us. thank you. the truth is, a part of me is relieved that you’re different now. you’re less easy to get hurt. we don’t have to worry about losing you, too.”

what the pony-tailed girl didn’t know +

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝓒𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝓟𝐑𝐄𝐙 。 @ROOFTOPREZ]

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she looked over at their companions, sitting around talking amongst about themselves. after everything they gone through so far—with possibly more to come, she hadn’t thought about her future, the what if’s. she was worried about the present. making it through. »
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[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

or maybe didn’t want to acknowledge, was that being near invincible wasn’t guaranteed safety for the self or others.

but this concept was so new to everyone, she just thought that if you couldn’t turn into a zombie, it would only be a good thing.

“we have to make sure we +

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER thank you. i forgive you. and i’m sorry for teasing you so harshly and hurting your feelings.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

“wHo’S tHe diSrEgArDiNg oNe???”

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@braveintentions / 👀

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

i wish i knew…

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@braveintentions // OMG ITS HAPPENING

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER i already explained it once, i don’t need to say it again. even nam-ra didn’t like you saying it. it was wrong, but if you don’t remember, then…

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER bye, then. i don’t need a ‘friend’ who isn’t a big enough person to accept remorse or give it in return. quarantine will probably end soon and then it’ll be much easier to avoid me.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER don’t call me kid when we’re literally in the same class. i’m explaining what is going on in my head and heart and you’re not listening. if you’re not gonna listen to me or be my friend, then leave me alone.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER if i would’ve known that something that started out as a joke would turn into something serious and hurt you so much, i wouldn’t have said it. but don’t pretend to know how i feel about the people in my life who are all dead while yours is still breathing.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

looked over at her new friend.

“what about you? what are you thinking? what you said to me goes both ways, you know.”

nam-ra had always been near impossible for her or anyone to read. that was a thing she once hated about the girl, but had grown to admire the past few days.

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

the girl looked at their clasped hands and her eyes welled up with tears.

“i know. thank you, nam-ra.”

she gave the girl a sad smile before wiping her teary eyes with her free hand.

“more and more people are gone.” she whispered so the others in the room besides them could +

[‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 𝓒𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒 𝓟𝐑𝐄𝐙 。 @ROOFTOPREZ]

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how could she show she cared? nam-ra walked over to on-jo, reaching out, she clasped her hand with her’s.

“I’m sorry. it's okay to let it out you know?”
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[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

hear.

“if the people from yesterday would have helped us, cheong-san’s mom, ji-min, and those seniors might’ve lived or stayed with us. every person we lose now somehow hurts worse knowing that.”

she stopped wiping her eyes, which were quickly dry due to dehydration and +

[𝙉𝘼𝙈 𝙊𝙉-𝙅𝙊 @xxcantdie]

@THEHYOSANKICKER stop trying to threaten me. do i need to spell it out for you? i miss him too. i don’t know how to act when other people bring him up. how can i be disregarding someone who’s always on my mind?