orgin of first name: mena (north africa+middle east)
orgin of middle name:๐ฒ๐ฆ
orgin of last name: ๐ฒ๐ฆ
nationality: ๐ฒ๐ฆ
ethnicity: ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฑ
languages i speak: ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ง๐ฒ๐ฆโตฃ
where ive been to: ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ต๐น๐ฉ๐ช๐ซ๐ท๐ง๐ช
where i want to travle to: ๐
where i live: ๐ณ๐ฑ
places i hate: ๐น๐ณ
Origin of First Name: ๐ฆ๐น
Origin of Middle Name: ๐ฌ๐ง/๐ช๐ฌkinda
Origin of Last Name: ๐จ๐ณ
Nationality: ๐ธ๐ฌ
Ethnicity: ๐ธ๐ฌ๐จ๐ณ
Languages I speak : ๐ฌ๐ง๐จ๐ณ๐น๐ผ
Where I've been too: ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐บ๐น๐ญ๐ฒ๐พ๐ธ๐ฌ
Where I want to travel to: ๐บ๐ธ๐ฌ๐ง๐ฆ๐ช๐ป๐ณ๐ซ๐ท๐ฐ๐ท๐จ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐น๐ฉ๐ช
Where I Live: ๐ธ๐ฌ
Places I hate :๐ท๐บ๐ฒ๐พ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฒ
I started responding to false allegations against Islฤm online around the age of 13/14, over the next few years into my teens I began to seriously study Islฤm & proceeded to give talks on Islฤm, do interfaith debates, feature on TV, attend conferences, etc.
Then I got sick at 20.
Hospitals, surgeries, it all became a blur.
It just so happened that at the same time I first ended up in the hospital I was reading Martin Lings's Sฤซrah of the Prophet ๏ทบ.
It also just happened that I was reading about สฟฤm al แธคuzn (the year of sadness), in which the wife & uncle of the Prophet ๏ทบ both died.
I was in physical pain, brutal pain, constant pain. Permanent pain that has withered me away.
I asked myself, the pain of loss that the Prophet ๏ทบ experienced, after being an orphan, and then in his year of sadness, why didn't they break him? Many people never recover from the passing of a loved one, what then can we say about a man who has known nothing but perpetually significant losses?
He acknowledged his losses, mourned as he needed to, & yet he ๏ทบ was still loving, kind, caring, & charitable. It's as if he lived life with certainty and confidence about what was to come next. A reliance, if you will, on His Lord, which gave him hope, meaning, & purpose.
Though I sit here in pain, still withering away, I can only call others to the hope of Muhammad ๏ทบ, the truth of Islฤm.