I’m currently surviving the hardest season of my life. I have no clue what God is up to. Nevertheless, I’m standing in expectation that on the other side of this, there will be joy.
trauma makes you tolerate people who treat you poorly because you’re afraid of losing them.
healing makes you realise that you should be afraid of losing yourself by trying to please everyone.
one thing... I CAN NOT STAND.... is being ignored. if you're busy, say so. if you are not in the mood to talk, say so. if you are done with me, SAY SO. COMMUNICATE.
I can’t be the only one who drinks coffee just because it tastes good. It doesn’t keep me awake at all. I could finish a whole cup and take a nap right after
no one talks about how draining it is when ur mood is constantly switching between "it's okay, i don't care, i'll be okay" and "i don't know how much more i can take"