Richard

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

She sees me crying and she doesn't bat an eye. I'm not enough.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Like I am still friends with my ex but thats cuz she lives in England and we lost feelings back in 2019. But making sexual jokes? I can't. I feel blacked out. Left out. I feel like a stranger. What's wrong with me. She doesn't care anymore. Dose she?

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Like she said she had a crush on her ex, I'm fine with that. But they make jokes that make me uncomfortable. And I feel like she is gonna be with her when I see her again. I can't see her for a while. And how she acted the last day I was able to see her was mediocre.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Like one of her friends said 'your being a bad girlfriend while I was crying and she just kept drawing. Like what? I'm less important? Am I less important than a piece of paper? I just wish I felt good enough. She rarely reassures me. Who am I to her? A boyfriend? a friend? man.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Im getting tired of feeling like I'm a third wheel in my own relationship. Like she makes these promises and never live up to them. Is it me? Am I the problem? She cares about outher people more than me. Her own boyfriend.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Mom, I'm tired.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

WTF is wrong w me, I feel like I'm pushing people away, I wish I was perfect like everyone else, I think it's my fault. I think I'm the problem. Am I? Why does everyone leave? Is it cuz of me? It probably is. I feel like not even she cares anymore. I'm a failure. And a bad bf.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

I just feel like none cares anymore, I feel like such an attention seeker cuz I cry, And I'm a guy. I hate myself sm. I feel like I failed as a brother, son, and a boyfriend. Sometimes I just wake up and wish I didn't. I'm such a fuckin wimp and such a coward

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Just thinking like, "I won't leave you". It's hard to believe after you hear it 11 times over 5 years. Over thinking has me in a choke hold

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

I wish I was normal. I'm not even in character I just hate myself.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

I hate everything about myself, my looks, the way I sound, the way I walk, my body. I'm a disappointment. I hate myself. I hate I can't focus. I hate I get attached too easily. Why am I so fucking retarded.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

Posting this here cuz people follow my main but I fucking hate myself, I'm such a fucked up failure and I wish I wasn't so fucking dumb I hate the fact I can't focus cuz my dislexia and I just wanna fucking kill myself. I hate myself. I feel like none would care if I died. #vent

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

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[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

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[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

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[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

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[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

@Verm_farotsn @Dane_baller Fag.

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

@Verm_farotsn I don't wanna

[Richard @ya_boyRICH]

@Clarafenixthx @zerochills It's not like I can pull anyone else 💀