reygan

iimv

[reygan @yagirlroo]

give your heart but watch your head

[reygan @yagirlroo]

i’m the only john wayne left in this town

[reygan @yagirlroo]

oh my sweet Bug. i saved you from the cold outside and you quickly said thanks with your little love bites. we knew you were older, but i wasn’t ready to say goodbye. thanks for hanging out with me for the past few months.

rest in peace silly lizard.

[reygan @yagirlroo]

sure a house is nice, but sometimes i still go sit in the camper in the rain with a few blankies and pillows and my phone, mich ultra, and space heater?? cmon.

[reygan @yagirlroo]

so i carry on this one way conversation, im listening but You don’t say a word

[reygan @yagirlroo]

ah something about that first thing in the morning geeb cough out the camper door in a big shirt and it’s rainy and cool but about to be 70 degrees bc it’s almost SUMMER feeling

[reygan @yagirlroo]

there is no greater cost of war than that of the lives lost defending something that was never attainable.

[reygan @yagirlroo]

as someone who took the oath to protect and serve and got out knowing i wasn’t serving my country, i was serving powerful men/women, i’m mourning my brothers/sisters, who took that oath thinking the same thing i did, who’re now fulfilling that sacrifice i could’ve been part of.

[reygan @yagirlroo]

and they don’t think you know, but i know that you do.

[reygan @yagirlroo]

asking my dad if he’s proud of me and him asking if i’m proud of myself >>>

[reygan @yagirlroo]

tell me all these things that i cannot tell myself, tell me you don’t think that i need to get some help

[reygan @yagirlroo]

my dad almost dying wasn’t exactly on the 2025 bingo card

[reygan @yagirlroo]

i wonder if she wants my freedom like i want to be a mother

[reygan @yagirlroo]

i’m sad again don’t tell my boyfriend

[reygan @yagirlroo]

the kid falls asleep to $uicideboy$ or taylor swift what can i say

[reygan @yagirlroo]

knowing my kid will be musically cultured because dad covers rock rap and pop and mama covers country rap and folk

[reygan @yagirlroo]

swore off that stuff forever this time

[reygan @yagirlroo]

jesse comes home and leaves faster than i can even process and enjoy it so here i am crying AGAIN over my 23 y/o brother

[reygan @yagirlroo]

i’d pick being sky high every time

[reygan @yagirlroo]

it isn’t lost on me how many times i begged for a viable pregnancy just to lose it, and then finding out laynie was a thing at 32 weeks. god knew i couldn’t handle 9 months of worrying about her safety😭

[reygan @yagirlroo]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE ISNT GONNA STAY WITTLE