Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️

19, Diary, UCT+5, #988TWT #DARKSHIP #YAOITWT #DEADDOVETWT #DARKFICTWT !! 🎈🌟🎀 / ⚰️🕊️

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

Intro:
- 18
- Darkshipper/Deaddove
- shesh side of twt
- no dni
- check strawpage for more

I’ll redo this

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

I’ve reached a peak of happiness in life where I don’t just get my scars kissed but dih slapped on them too

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

@williamsheah @dailylifeofasmk @RJammin111 Nope never did

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

I’m so fucking happy wtf

[crys @wonwxekcore]

babe thats shit kink not masochism goodnight 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

My head is so loud and I can’t get it to shut up. It’s trying everything to make me worse and get a reason to relapse. We’ve had this exact topic once, why make me freak out now brain? At this rate I’ll never be at ease, what in the baka breakdown is this bullshit

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

What the fuck is going on now

[pinkhalo/tsundere/rich/hot/popular/half alpha wolf @pxnkhalo]

how i sleep while my fresh cuts r touching my dirty bed sheets

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

My head is my end boss right now and trying everything to self sabotage wtf I never had issues like these before. Okay I never had a situation at hand like this before either, but this reaction really isn’t necessary. Don’t manipulate me into slicing and dicing over nothing

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

My head is trying so hard to self sabotage my newfound happiness 💀 don’t DONT try to put bullshit into my head now. Do NOT manipulate myself into thinking pessimistic and trying to make nonsense make sense and then destroy everything again, for the 4th time. NOT again

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

Don’t wake me up ever because if it’s a dream I’m living, I’d straight up end it /srs

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

@nekopussyeater @dailylifeofasmk @RJammin111 Any of the 99% ones, threw up and thought I was gonna die on my first trip. Was fine after tho, get the pen and refillables

[๛ laura | 5teen @Haerinsghostgrl]

The first thing my arm sees whenever I cut myself

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

Am I really living the life right now I yearned for 19 years long?

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

@Kindness51230 Most people don’t react well, I haven’t had any downer or anything months after my 3 days bender. Just a sore throat, headache and visuals that stayed for a bit

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

I’m actually almost crying like a mf in public because the weekend is over and I’m going home now 💀 turns out what happened would have happened this weekend regardless of my decision. I only added a small impulse and it fell together like domino. Seriously like domino stones

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

The whole weekend has been fucking insane, random and extremely sudden but as of now I’m the happiest mf ever and can say for sure that it’s not an up/down moment or anything like that. The decision made was the right one for sure, I can bombard this twt much less now

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

Ngl last nights decision was the biggest self sabotage bs I’ve ever done. That’s probably why I realized what I’m actually doing 💀 Give me a few months and I’ll regret it although I’m already regretting it now. Why am I so fucking emotional and sensitive about certain things

[Kami ✦ 988TWT & ⚰️🕊️ @yamikamy]

Am I having an episode, making a huge mistake or doing both? Please don’t be a mistake (it’s a mistake, I’m gaslighting myself and on top of that I just realized I’m self sabotaging too) fuck this baka life, tomorrow is another day! (Please don’t be a mistake PLEASE DONT😂😂😭)