I cant even do this anymore. And i genuinely hope no one reads this.
Im tired. Every day. It is a nightmare.
Im tired of trying my best.
Im tired of getting out of bed.
Im tired of pretending that everything is fine.
Im tired.
TW: vent
Itโs been a long time since i was here.
I started working as an intern, paid worse than bare minimum. OT occasionally with no ot pay.
Coming home and attempting to sleep at 10pm
Im tired mentally and physically that I genuinely wish to sleep forever.
I dont have time for myself
I try so hard every day but i feel that my efforts r so small.
These small efforts are like huge.
I go to the gym to look better in my head
I go to my bf to get rid of that guilt in my heart
I try to meet my friends but everyone is busy now
Idk how to feel about anything and everything.
Its so complicated, i cant have that mindset to get out of bed but i still do unwillingly
To earn money, to go see my bf, to go to the gym.
I heard this is passive depression, but i cant see a therapist.
โฆ๏ธ: if you drag โก๏ธ down a little , she looks like a ๐ธ
โก๏ธ: I look like a frog?
๐ฃ:*drag down the wrong way*
โฆ๏ธ: No No No sorry sorry No No No
Congrats โฆ๏ธ new outfit!! ๆฐ่กฃ่ฃ !!! ๐คฃ
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