I'm tired of explaining. Ni-Ki is innocent, you blame him because you're guilty of what you did.
He doesn't teach a milion fans, he doesn't need to educate anyone you have yourselves. He's not your therapist either, he doesn't watch over your mental health 24/7 that's not his problem, an idols job is to entertain fans, that's it.
Lastly, just because you interacted multiple times doesn't automatically mean you're close, you have boundaries to respect on, your relationship with him is not anything more than idol and fan.