i dont wanna sound mean but threads like these make me feel a bit less alone. a lot of the times i feel like Grey Ego Blob and sometimes we'll just separate out again and can actually feel like ourselves and its so hard... its so mentally exhausting. and the flashbacks ugh
just saw someone call a binder βthe most clocky product everβ. you guys are fucking killing yourselves and your community with the ways you talk about our bodies and how we manage them pre medical transition I fucking hate it I hate being in community with you total bummers
being a victim of severe abuse is actually so dehumanising, you can't talk about the full extent of it with anyone, even those that care about u, because u need to make it palatable for everyone or they will make you feel disgusting as if u decided what your abusers did to you
if systems wanted to stop getting fakeclaimed they'd have more believable alters. it's always shit like angels but a real alter would just be a normal animal, like a gorilla. and he'd be from somewhere close, like the moon. and he'd protect his alters ofc, maybe with a shield do-