I love telling my friends all the good news i get and my plans and projects, i really do. But i'm realising i need to keep some things only to myself and only ever to myself, so i have something that just belongs to me and not shared with anyone else. My own thing!
i think the scary part of why it’s taking me so long to get back to content, is what if people don’t care for me anymore? or no one wants to support me, i feel like it would probably make me not wanna come back permanently… hoping for the best
gonna push myself hard and get back into audios this month, i wanna prove to myself and others wrong. thanks to those who have been patiently supporting me 🖤
also note and reminder to myself to just make content myself and work on my own craft, because god knows socialising with vtubers is EXHAUSTING. like i’m an NSFW va but NOT a sex pest, some of these people just want dick and horny all the time!! where’s the class in that 😅
like i’m really doing my best to be nice and socialise to people but sometimes it’s really hard to do that, i think i need a reminder as well for some people once you do anything sexual together they will also get attached to that.
tired of meeting new people and them only treating be nice cause they feel something romantic, but the moment i turn them down or say not interested. it’s almost as if we’re not friends, like i wish people’s main intentions are just to be good friends.