𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆

The world is loud. I’m just passing through, quiet, distant, and not really here. A walking paradox.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

My version of “River Flows In You”🎼
By~Yiruma~🖤

Hope you enjoy it🎹❤️..

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Don’t you feel like you’ve loved all the love there is? Is there really anything left to feel? I’m genuinely curious.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

We want things to be good, but in fact we love to be unhappy.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

If someone still crosses your mind this often, were they ever really left behind?

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

If you want to be with someone you love, aren’t you already there?

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Somewhere between quiet and gone.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Am I really that complicated, or has everyone just gotten too comfortable living on the surface?

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

I’m restless in my own skin. Every calm moment itches, every breath feels borrowed. I’m alive, but I can’t feel it.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

I swear to you, gentlemen, that to be overly conscious is a sickness, a real, thorough sickness.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Maybe forgetting is healing,
but memories are the last proof that you were real.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

I carry everything.
Faces, voices, places, years.
Nothing really leaves

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

I don’t move on the way people do.
People become phases to each other. I don’t.
Certain places and people remain etched in my memory.
I opened old albums and wondered: who were we? where did you go?
How did you forget… and how did I not?

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

I’ve been sober from the madness, but the void keeps whispering, come back, you were alive here.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

You were given it all, life was on your side..but you’re the one who threw it away, you lost yourself and nothing ever returns on your terms.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

It’s strange… a person, a gesture, a word, suddenly the dark feels less heavy.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Torn between living recklessly and living cautiously, afraid of missing out, afraid of messing up.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

A presence that barely exists.

[𝖄𝖆𝖗𝖆 @yarayusuff]

Wanting nothing gives you everything.