guys i liedddddd 😭😭😭😭 i actually want it 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i want it so bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i want it so bad i almost threw up on the floor 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 so bad it’s consuming me 😭😭
Im not suicidal cause im suffering
im suicidal cause im very self centered and like to ruminate on my own suffering because im too much of a loser to do the work to improve myself and id like the easy way out
when you realize that you're nobody's favorite person, nobody's first choice, everyone around you has someone they would prioritize over you and you're just alone
The worst thing about being in your 20s is how self judging you become, the amount of “you are a grown ass 22 year old” moments i get in a day is exhausting