Numbed Heart

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

I miss you beyond words.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Tired of the lies. Just come clean and stop pretending like you're doing me any favors.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Yep. Because that never crossed my mind.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

My biggest fear is that no one will want to hear what I have to say.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

I have so much to say but I guess it's all meaningless.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

It's amazing how quickly I'm letting you back in.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

You think I would've learned by now.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

I'm tired of being picked up just to be thrown down again

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

This is why I don't try anymore. I don't allow myself to feel. The moment I do; this happens

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Forever putting myself in a bad situation

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Then you said you liked her instead of me... and I remembered why I preferred to feel nothing at all.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Forever pushing people away.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

I thought I let you go, but just seeing you wrapped me back in.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

Seeing you again brought back memories I thought I'd forgotten.

[Numbed Heart @yearningtofeel]

I wonder how you can hold me so tight but not feel my broken edges cutting so deep.