“Do you want kids” actually I want to be so deeply and safely inlove with a genuine, handsome, considerate, emotionally intelligent, healed provider of a man that the only feasible next option is to make him a father.
Dating is optional. My bill are paid. My house is calm. My bed is big. You’re not competing with another man, you’re competing with how comfortable I am alone.
‘there is love in leaving. we started with honesty, let us end with it too. let us be honest in saying this love we shared has completed it’s cycle. there is more love out there, better love and it cannot be found here between you and i.’ - Nwai
I'm exhausted, mentally. I want to crawl into someone's arms and lie there for 2 hours. No speaking. Just cuddles and slow breathing to regulate my nervous system.
Cuddles are medicine and I'm sick 😩😭
Maybe it’s delusion but I just KNOW God put these desires in my heart because I’m destined to have them. And me wanting it more and more as time passes simply means I’m getting closer and closer to having them.