I used to open up about my feelings, but people would tell me I was overreacting or that they had it worse. Over time, it made me question whether my feelings were valid at all.
Now, I don't even know what I'm supposed to feel anymore.
Tbh none of them seem to appreciate me. They only come to me when they need something, and it's like helping them has become an obligation rather than a choice.
Maybe that's why. I don't really have a life of my own, so people just assume I'm always available.
Love isn't for me either. I've never truly believed in it, even as a kid. Growing up, I rarely saw happy marriages, and more often than not, women seemed to bear the heavier burden.
I'd rather be on my own and live life on my own terms.
i hope peole just accepts me for who i am. i like to be alone, i hate going out, i hate to compete with other people, i eat if i want to
i just want a peaceful life before i die