kiki ☆

𐙚 i want to be a weird porcelain doll on a shelf

[kiki ☆ @yeoorexic]

only 18hrs into my fast and i feel like i’m going to pass out at work rn

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drinking diet coke at work

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never say never 🎼

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i will be underweight this year

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@girliecats tysm maya!!

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honestly never thought i’ve stay clean for longer than a month but here i am 🙂

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why can’t i just be underweight alreadyyyy

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i actually need to get my shit together bc i’ve gained so much this month

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my mood hasn’t changed this fast in such a short amount of time in so long

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i was going to get a bow at work yesterday but they didn’t have any cute ones

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i NEED flats

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i think one of my work friends got fired yesterday 😵‍💫

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did a 25hr fast after weeks of barley going 16hr fasts

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i’m at work exhausted and i’m probably going to stay later then i’m suppose to since we are so busy

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i’ve gained a lot recently i need to get my shit together

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i’m working all closing shifts this week 😵‍💫 at least i only work 4 days

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working 8hrs so i’ll get 10k+ steps :)

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i ate so much last night :( i want to die

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tw// sh

i haven’t had the urge to sh in so long which is good since i’m trying to recover but it also sucks because it feels like i made it all up even though the scars aren’t fully faded they are fading slowly and it makes me feel like i imagined them

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saw the cute guy when he was coming back from lunch