"kangen free time"
> literally ga ngerjain tugas apapun
> basically free karena ga lagi kemana2 dan di rumah aja
> not doing anything about the unfinished 19282256 tugas behind me
Sebenernya bukan kangen free time, tp kangen ga mikirin tugas pas lagi ga ngapa2in 😔
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling
istighfar.. gua orangnya emang sering dan gampang bgt stres, cape, ga sanggup, nangis dan all the time. tapi baru kali ini gua sampe merasa pengen mati. everything just feels so heavy all at once.
Kadang gue aja gapaham mereka disebut "influencer" tapi mereka influence apa dah? Wwwkwkwk consumerism?
Kayak ga ada hal baik yg lebih bisa di influence aja. Apa kek, kesehatan kek, influence jaga lingkungan kek. Belanjaaaaa aje belanja, kayak rupiah lu kuat aje
gw gapeduli jule ketangkep, gw gapeduli andre taulany kawin lagi, gw gapeduli amanda rigby udh pernah tunangan. gw gapeduli.
yg gw peduliin adalah nasib kita semua yg lagi dipimpin sama penipu gendut, wakil kosong, kabinet seenak mau, & cukong" yg lagi pesta pas kita sengsara.
Tapi menurut gue emang influencer kayaknya mulai perlu peka dengan kondisi yg terjadi sekarang sih. Its not the right time to flexing, to be overconsumptive. Need to be tone down a lil bit.