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not original but idc #lohlia ๐ฟ๐ฐ confession booth fucking when?
bc fun fact not all confession booths have a wall between the confessor & confessee sometimes its literally a small room with 2 folding chairs facing each other theres def options besides gloryhole sex
@lohenphilia as someone who has been called pup before,
they just kinda started calling me that and i just kinda begrudgingly accepted it with minor complains + a bit of embarrassment
pt. 2
while lohen continues on with varkas eye, an eye that can no longer see but is no less valuable to him
a way to see varka in the mirror everyday even when hes not around anymore
๐ pt. 1 but not horny just slightly gorey
#varhen ๐บ๐ฐ thought
after varka dies lohen breaks into his casket before hes buried & swaps their eyes, one each
varka is buried with a piece of lohen, his eye that witnessed everything they went through together from his pov
#illuhen ๐ชถ๐ฐ but illuga is bedridden & cant use his arms from an injury so lohen is his nurse until he recovers
mmm... lohen helping him eat & drink mouth to mouth... goes on so long illuga wants to kiss lohen whenever hes hungry... needs to eat his face with his food lol
was trying to draw this during math but didnt finish sooo...
#varhen ๐บ๐ฐ but lohen cuts his own face with his dagger to have a scar that matches varkas
pt. 4
sweat.
he just also isnt entirely alone in his own flesh anymore, an entity beyond both of them inhabiting his bones & his mind, doing kuutar knows what to his lover while he can only try, & be by his side as it happens
pt. 1
#illuhen ๐ชถ๐ฐ but i remembered the "the bitch came back the very next day" audio trend
so: ursa corrupted lohen haunting the shit outta illuga who was pleasantly surprised when his lover suddenly is on his doorstep despite having recentlu returned to mondstadt
only to
pt. 3
knowing itll all be in vain until illuga eventually has to accept that lohen is just like this now, but itll be ok bc hes still acting like lohen.
he still picks fights, battles wild hunt alongside illuga, bites him like its his job, holds him when he wakes in a cold
pt. 3
& everything. identifies threats before they fully realize into smth that can hurt him, is ready to fight or flight at any given moment. looks at this trained dog & watches its fangs & claws keenly
if this mutt wants to be near him, he has to earn it
pt. 1
#alyohen ๐ถ๐ฐ but alyosha treats lohen like prey
stalks him slowly, silently, carefully, because any sudden moves will startle him into bolting. any sign of danger, even ones that arent real, send him fleeing to hide in a burrow so he takes no chances
& if he fucks up?
pt. 2
waits a bit from the hole for him to feel safe enough to peek out to try again
vs lohen who knows what it means to be easy. to be a beginner's game. staring death in the face from its jaws, waiting to die bc its all he can do. he proceeds diligently, paranoid of anything