A nigga giving you the luxury of NEVER playing wit you from the jump is a flex fuck all that struggle love shit I don't have to put you through hell for me to know you love me
I’m going through a phase right now where I think I’m finally learning how to let things go. The feelings I’ve carried for too long. The people I’ve outgrown. The fears that kept me stuck. The memories I kept revisiting and the things I kept holding onto, even when they no longer belonged in my life. I’m realising that letting go doesn’t mean it didn’t matter. It means I’m finally accepting that some things were only meant to be part of my story, not the rest of it. And honestly, I think I’m ready for something new. New beginnings. New chapters. New people. New experiences. More laughter, love, spontaneous memories and moments that make me grateful to be alive. I’m done looking back at everything I’m leaving behind. It’s time to move forward and make room for everything I haven’t experienced yet.
I don’t believe I’m hard to love. I believe I’m difficult to love casually. There’s a difference. I ask questions. I pay attention. I value consistency. I want emotional depth, affection, friendship, God, accountability, intimacy + direction. I don’t want somebody who simply enjoys me. I want somebody prepared to participate in what they’re asking to experience. And until then? I’m not sitting around miserable. I have an entire beautiful life to live.
DON’T ask me for advice 😭! I support divorce, disowning family, blocking mfs mid-conversation, burning bridges with everybody still standing on them & disappearing without explanation !