If you have an intense soul, you need to pour that intensity into your hobbies/art. That energy needs to go somewhere or it'll swallow you. Your depth must have a purpose. Create your own worlds, that you and other like minded people can escape into. You have a super power.
When you remember the tears you cried, the battles you fought, and the valleys God brought you through, you can’t help but be grateful. Only you know what it took to get here. God has been faithful in ways words can never fully explain.