this world makes no sense. i’m cramping and my back hurting yet, i haven’t once heard “are you okay my babyyy? want me to rub your back?? you want some snacks?” — yea i’m clearly living in fairytale land but anyways do better idc 💋 .
up at 5a bcs once a month, i’m reminded i’m not ‘dat nigga’😂. & since my mind like to wonder🤣.. is that how studs/dykes be feeling ??? — ‘cause i’m straight i’m just big dawg #firstborn 🦍 . btw between carrying the weight of the world, this wagon, &’ my cycle. MY BACK HURT 😭.
and trust me .. NOT because i want to but because i feel like i almost have no choice. now riddle me, is that a life worth living? altering almost every ‘happy’/ ‘worth it’ decision just to keep going??? ‘cause in my opinion .. NO. now life ain’t perfect but DAMN .
‘suicide rates are rising’ — BRO LOOK AT THE ECONOMY WE’RE IN! even when socially things get ‘accepted’/better, economically things get worse!! tbh, this economy stresses me out so much i’m tempted to go against whats been my plan for YEARS to make a life altering change