I just need to say this for anyone that needs it. Toxic is toxic. It does not matter if they are family, an ex-relative, a bf/gf, or your best friend that you have known for years. You are capable of shutting them out of your life for your mental health. There, I said it.
body dysmorphia has you hating the current you and wishing for the old you or waiting for the future you. can never enjoy the you in the moment. the current you is never good enough.