monsee ♡

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we fell in love in october

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could never envy what i begged god to heal me from

[monsee ♡ @yotqmona]

but i need you to know that i really did try

[monsee ♡ @yotqmona]

farthest away i’ve ever been

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september is so important because i know what it feels to

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rest in peace my princess

[monsee ♡ @yotqmona]

but i’d still choose this life over & over again

[monsee ♡ @yotqmona]

at my job is crazyyy

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these are the moments i held on for

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best birthday present everrr

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promotion at work with a significant raise , god you’re so good 🥹

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the muse

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how nostalgic

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everything always works out

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losing out on temporary fun for permanent stability

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my trauma is no joke but i’m alive & never stopping so don’t worry about me

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from surviving to providing

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i remember the sound of your voice but i don't remember what we talked about

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i know it’s been years but your death still hurts as much as it did when i found out