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24|genderflux-any pronouns|queer
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[|K| @youllfindso]

That's me: the third picture on the left side

[|K| @youllfindso]

@luloveshst Episode 4 05:27

[|K| @youllfindso]

Talking with a friend who recently struggled with depression and them saying that they thought about s once then they knew they needed help
Me: baffled once again st are not normal, not everyone thought about that (sometimes more/less) since 12 years old?
BONKERS

[|K| @youllfindso]

Not me being sad because I thought the letter I had to reschedule to arrive 'cause I wasn't home is from my boo but it's just a letter for insurance

[|K| @youllfindso]

What's even more funny the "change" to a bigger body was so little that other people didn't notice
Right now I'm "back" to the weight I was before I started having real disordered eating habits

[|K| @youllfindso]

you know what's strange when my ED was the strongest it wasn't about calories or the way my body looked (except I wanted to dissapear so maybe in a I'll make myself as small as possible) but not in a I want to look like the thin models kinda way...

[|K| @youllfindso]

but when I started recovery and working on my mental health I started getting oppsesed with calories and how my body started getting bigger and noticing the body standard...

[|K| @youllfindso]

A reminder I need to repeat every day till I believe and feel it in my core

[|K| @youllfindso]

Also me still not talking about the "real" disordered parts/thoughts because I don't want them to know/worry/ realize how bad it really is

[|K| @youllfindso]

i finally started talking about some of my ed behaviour... I generelly try to be more open and vulnerable when talking about my mental health...only possible 'caus I know the bestest of people

[୨ৎ @deadacademic]

girls will have one (1) good day when they convince themselves they've never been unwell in their life and the next day the horrors will return

[sapphic thinker @spphiclvrss]

sapphics who want to slow dance with their partner

[🪷 bond 🪷 @headBONDmeLWJ]

a giveaway featuring @SuperGroupiesUS x tgcf san lang wallet, and the untamed wei wuxian watch for a lucky winner 💫

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🖤 ends 03 july 8pm (gmt +8)

[|K| @youllfindso]

did I save a handmassage (1 month ago) to do it on my person when it's exam season....

[sapphics @sapphicncpts]

can't dance for shit sapphic x has fun teaching them sapphic

[|K| @youllfindso]

I don't understand how a friend of mine is so close to her parents....like she calls them about everything and tells them about all her thoughts and asks how to decide things....

She says they're best friends and I think that's beautiful but how- I can't relate

[|K| @youllfindso]

Ich weiß vergleichen soll man nicht und ich versuchs mir auch abzugewöhnen aber es ist dann oft so erleichternd wenn man bemerkt das andre menschen einem nicht so viel voraus sind bzw. Man in manchen Bereichen besser ist als man dachte

[|K| @youllfindso]

Seriously questioning my asexuality right now

[|K| @youllfindso]

One hilarious thing:
After the pride some guy blowed me a kiss from inside his car...my reaction- excitingly waving the rainbowflag back🏳️‍🌈

[|K| @youllfindso]

#TokyoRainbowPride2023 i woa dabei✨

[dan and phil updates @dnpcentral]

✨ To celebrate and say THANK YOU for reaching 2000 followers we are hosting an INTERNATIONAL GIVEAWAY of TWO Official Doomed Tour VIP bags!✨

[|K| @youllfindso]

That was prob. One of the first "poems" I wrote into my notes app waaaaay back- like when I was in school
And still I come back sometimes to read it- now I can see how much progress I made

[|K| @youllfindso]

Things just don’t get to me

People always envy me for not being easily upset
but the reason why is just utterly sad

Things just don’t get to me
while everyone think that’s good
Read that again

[|K| @youllfindso]

Things just don’t get to me
While everyone’s living
I’m just a shell
I’m just there
I’m just existing
Read that again

Things just don’t get to me

[|K| @youllfindso]

why am I still so scared of changing my insta profil pic to one I feel more myself but also going against gender roles...and also putting my pronouns is still not possible