jules

22 she/her | mdni | vent account | anorexia and dermatillomania

[jules @yourkcal]

whenever I sense that my dad is gonna ask me about something regarding my ed I just deflect by instantly starting an argument about something entirely different. toxic? maybe but works like a charm

[jules @yourkcal]

faking 4,5kg is harder than it looks I swear

[jules @yourkcal]

Like I was fully set on recovery but now I’m not so sure, I literally have to fake my weigh ins every week for op and I don’t want to do the work they’re asking me to do so..

[jules @yourkcal]

I haven’t tweeted in a million years but I drink this one time and suddenly I’m back on edtwt? very telling of my character me thinks

[jules @yourkcal]

Like I was fully set on recovery but now I’m not so sure, I literally have to fake my weigh ins every week for op and I don’t want to do the work they’re asking me to do so..

[jules @yourkcal]

I shouldn’t be allowed to drink cuz all it does is remind me that Iove to be at my lw and starve

[jules @yourkcal]

@tvalaskaelena tysm babes!🤍😭

[jules @yourkcal]

btw the real trick to look skinnier is not to wear oversized clothes, it’s to wear slightly loose clothing. thank me later!

[jules @yourkcal]

the reason i’ve been mia is bc i’m in my semi-recovery era. i don’t want to lose weight because it just made my life miserable but i cannot bring myself to gain. so for now I’m trying to maintain bmi 15-16.

[jules @yourkcal]

@catsspo omg yess

[jules @yourkcal]

ip wanted to keep me longer unless I agreed to do op. so I start op on monday but i give them a few weeks until they kick me out for refusing to gain weight lol

[jules @yourkcal]

@LoveMe2DeathAna happy to be home but no I’m not recovered.

[jules @yourkcal]

I AM OFFICALLY DISCHARGED FROM IP AND APPARENTLY I LOST 1.25KG SINCE TUESDAY. LIFE IS GOOOOD

[jules @yourkcal]

@absolutegoner missed u too angel and I’m doing ok. how are yoouuu?

[jules @yourkcal]

@sukuna_babe love her so i support 100%

[jules @yourkcal]

@buliana11 stockholm!!

[jules @yourkcal]

btw I’m FINALLY getting discharged next week

[jules @yourkcal]

got kicked out of lunch today for refusing to take my AirPods out. ip letting me skip a meal, the irony. should do it more often

[jules @yourkcal]

being forced to go from bmi 12.5 to 17 within the span of 14 weeks is just cruel 😭

[jules @yourkcal]

I haven’t tweeted in a while bc I’m still ip but hopefully they’ll discharge me december 5th

[jules @yourkcal]

@youscals taaack och DETSAMMA!! 🤍🤍

[jules @yourkcal]

haven’t been wanting to post pictures of myself bc I’ve been forced to gain sm. but as much as ip can take away my skinny it cannot take away my pretty :)