Mindflayer

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

I decided to protect my feelings by not texting or dealing with you anymore. I know it’s all pointless now, we’re not gonna be together again anyway. Now all you throw at me are harsh words, so different from how you used to talk before

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

It sucks… my friends are all married, busy with their lives, raising their kids.
And here I am, stuck in this weird phase of life, laughing at myself because…
Back then, I was so brave, going anywhere by myself.
Now? I can’t even convince myself to step outside my door.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Lately, I feel like I’ve been drowning in my own sadness.
I keep chasing happiness from other people… but it never really lasts, y’know?
I’m so freaking exhausted.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Every damn day, I’m just stuck in my room, working in front of my laptop. Monday to Friday, same thing. No break, no fresh air.
And every weekend, I wish I could go out, see something new, have a nice meal outside…
But honestly? I don’t even have the energy to go out alone.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

w lupa cara create kebahagiaan atas diri w sendiri, recently w cuma makan kekecewaan terus krn w tangguhkan kebahagiaan w ke orang lain.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Ikhlas paling serius?

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

w bahkan gabisa menangin cinta terakhir buat diri w sendiri.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Jejal dengan kemuakan.
Pilihan apa lagi? Cerna apa yang ada, berjalan bernapas tanpa asa, diam tak meluka, bahagya tuju sana, dengan dan tanpa, luka entah tawa.

[The Reds Indonesia @The_RedsIndo]

Di Indonesia, orang taat bayar PBB dibalas pakai sertifikat tanah ganda. Orang beli pertamax biar subsidi bisa tepat sasaran dibalas pakai BBM oplosan. Orang taat bayar pajak dibalas pakai pejabat publik yang gak kompeten.

Gak ketolong ini negara.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Orang tua berkata jika kau bersama orang yang kau cintai kau akan takut untuk marah, tapi jika kau bersama orang yang mencintaimu kau tak akan takut untuk marah.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Memasuki masa ga suka pake bantal

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Don't settle for less
Why would I settle for less when I knew I deserved the best.
Back again it doesn't your job to make him heel like a man.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Kapan w akan beruntung dalam percintaan Tuhan

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

Unsupportive bf

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

too selfish

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

kamu doang tuh yang selalu berusaha buat bahagiaan dia dan trear better, tapi apa mana feedbacknya?!
dia bahkan cuma pgn bahagiaan dirinya doang.

[Mindflayer @yourprettyguurl]

ga pernah ngerasa selesai sama diri sendiri