No necesito que me escribas todo el día. Necesito sentir constancia. No me hagas sentir especial un lunes y completamente distante para el jueves. Si te importo, que también se note en la forma en que permaneces.
i want to become better for you
not because you asked me to
but because i don't want anyone else to become easier for you to love
i want you to keep choosing me
I am back on the apps but it feels so pointless. I long for genuine connection with people and I don’t think I can participate in hook up culture anymore 🧍♂️
@surrealstvn This! I am genuine, honest, and direct with what I do but lately I’ve started to realize that I was starting to give up. After getting less and less everyday, I’ve hit my wits’ end. I’m so tired, exhausted, and heart broken.
I was receiving less and less as months passed by. Did not know why that was, but I also knew not to beg for the bare minimum 😕 #situationship#watdatmean
@surrealstvn oh yes. One who gives me consistency, one who’s able to talk things through when things get difficult, to understand why his actions made me feel this way. Someone who understands the way I am
btw monogamy in the gay community does exist. and being hyper-sexual, open, or poly isn’t wrong. but — pretending to b monogamous, to a monogamous person, when u can just be honest bout who u really are, is wrong.
@whoisfolaa i was taking my time to learn the things he was interested in. So I could be able to understand him better, and have meaningful conversations with him. I still feel heart broken with the hot and cold behavior from his end. I would have never done this to anyone
this is my bf, like he is not phased by anything he’s just so in love with me and understanding about everything and never makes me feel like a burden it’s actually so crazy. any time im upset with him he’s like yeah that’s so valid im sorry i will work on that and then he does.