Valkyrae doesn't understand why KSI would ever leave The Sidemen after 13 years of being in the group ๐
"it cant be real, it has to be a joke why would he ever leave the Sidemen they're iconic.."
right so it feels like this is going to be a little overshadowed now but anyway, i am sad to announce that, as of today, i am leaving friends from work in order to pursue a music career with my new punk band in bristol
i was thinking of running away from home without them knowing maybe they'll be happy knowing that im gone.. hmm anyways that's it for today crying myself to sleep is the best remedy goodnight.
if only i have a job i wouldn't be staying here so all their "problem" would disappear and live their happy life, cause that's what i truly want for them to be happy without carrying amy burden but no one even wants a chronically ill employee ๐ญ
my dad would sometimes say that i look fine (which hurts me the most) knowing im just masking it so that they wouldn't have to worry, also say that i just need to exercise like??? okay??? I can't even sit down properly sir?? but yeah
this is my open diary since I don't really have someone to talk to in this household, i mean im surrounded with love but you know you're longing for that someone who can truly understands all the flare up the fatigue and all
well my dad's angry because im chronically ill and im a burden in our family and whenever i flare up he doubles the angriness like i know I would get sick today?? so yeah I've tried explaining ever since I started my treatment but it is what it is.