yua (-4kg / 14kg)

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

I just had halo top for the first time 😭😭😭😭😭 oh my god it was amazing 😭😭😭 im gonna cry real tears of joy 😭😭😭😭😭 it was beautiful 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that deliciousness for only 100 calories per serving 😭😭😭😭😭 oh my god im crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love u halo top 😭😭😭😭

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

WHAT THE FUCK WHY CANT MY BODY HANDLE HARSH INTAKES ANYMORE I WANNA FUCKIGN DI

I ate 480 calories yesterday and woke up nauseous as fuck i wanna kms. IN MY HONEYMOON I USED TO FEEL PERFECTLY FINE ON FUCKING NEGATIVE CALORIES BRO DO SOMEHTING WHATS WRONG WITH ME IT HURTS SO BAD

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

does anyone else start associating certain foods with being fat even tho they arent even high calorie. like yes the reason im not skinny yet is because the omad i ate yesterday just has a fat vibe

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

when the antidepressants are lowk working but im still anorexic so my thoughts just go from “i wanna die” to “im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat imnso fat km so fat im so fat im so fat im so fat

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

I was born with something dirty and impure in my soul

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

why am i like this i just keep eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

Yes i missed every single one of those social cues

ive only practiced catching social cues from authority figures so go away

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

I actually get so hungry all the time now its unbearable

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

#drugtwt help im tired of raw dogging depression where do u guys find ur drugs

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

Edtt bitches be like: “Ana will never be friends with you if you eat over 2 calories piggy.”

They be taking inspiration from their toxic middle school friendships

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

Ive been wanting to do a 48 hour fast but i keep fuuckking breaking it lord kill me. Bye im not gona eat for the entire weekend

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

I gained 3 kg in 2 weeks lord fuckign kil me pls kill me i worked so hard to lose that weight just to gain it back in 2 weeks lord why

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIES WILL MAKE ME KILL MYSELF CALORIE

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

im so useless i keep eatign over my cal budget and i hate myself so much icant do this anymroe

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

i will never recover. i love being a crazy bitch

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

i wanna kms so badly but i aint tryna go back to the mental hospital

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

got out of the mental hospital just to go to school and see irl thinspo again ONG IMMA SHOOT MYSELF

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

Edtwt be making me ctfu cause yal be like “i hate that my loving bf wants me to be healthy” 😭😭😭😭 girl me too but

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

You people are FUCKING USELESS

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

QUICK #SHEDRTWT QUICK QUICK QUICK HELP IM BEING SENT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WHAT DO I DO

[yua (-4kg / 14kg) @yuacrier]

QUICK #SHEDRTWT QUICK QUICK QUICK HELP IM BEING SENT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WHAT DO I DO