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#YUMA: you already know how that tastes… why are you eating it
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[venus @yumacals]

&te4m thinspo thread 👀

[venus @yumacals]

i’m probably going to go over my limit bc i’m visiting family and they all hate me and want me to eat

[venus @yumacals]

they forced me to eat last night #death

[angel @jamesrexic]

trying to fight the urge to not bodycheck every time i come across a reflective surface

[ari @soobinsdih]

just had a screaming argument with my mom over her trying to force me to eat a boiled egg and then went and ate a whole chocolate bar right after

[venus @yumacals]

seeing my nephews face after i deny another snack he offers me is one of the worst feelings in the world

[venus @yumacals]

i have to punish myself for binging yesterday tho

[venus @yumacals]

seeing my nephews and niece stare at me after i refuse a 711 slurpee when it’s FREE fuckk i hate myself

[venus @yumacals]

i can’t even purge it either bc it’s spicy and everyones asleep and the walls are thin asf Kill me

[venus @yumacals]

who else wabt to die

[venus @yumacals]

maybe since i binged i can go to the bathroom tomorrow and make the scale go down 😂😂😂😂😂

[venus @yumacals]

visibly thinner tho

[venus @yumacals]

visibly thinner tho

[venus @yumacals]

just binged 🙁

[venus @yumacals]

i need to weigh myself butt naked, no breakfast, and after i go bathroom 😭😭😭

[venus @yumacals]

this is STILL the case. yeah i’m never losing weignt

[venus @yumacals]

i weigh 130 WITH heavy jeans and WITHOUT shitting in the morning so technically i’m 128 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[venus @yumacals]

when people see me lagging behind on my family walk but they just think i’m fat instead of starving myself

[casper ᯓ★ @casprcals]

i am genuinely begging for the food noise to end atp

[cassie is follow limited 𝄞 @keepitcassiie]

"starving feels SOOO euphoric" the average experience:

[venus @yumacals]

just to make sure i don’t go over the limit. i know i didn’t eat the whole box but ugh

[venus @yumacals]

in nkt wating snymore today bc i ate mac and cheese and jm always terrified of the calories

[venus @yumacals]

in nkt wating snymore today bc i ate mac and cheese and jm always terrified of the calories