having the same cocktail of mental struggles as Amir and seeing certain discourse really makes you realize that there's a whole world out there beyond your circle of people who accept you and understand your struggles even at your lowest
OCD as a child had me thinking stuff like "I know you can hear me." or screaming as loud as I could and looking around for who reacts just to make sure no one was listening
Oh and letโs not forget that Sua in these menโs eyes is a placeholder. Her body is definitely more damaged than Miziโs, but again they donโt care. It is very obvious that Sua has love for Mizi even on stage, sheโs staring at her the whole time, and even kisses her.
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quick cw: discussion of rape, sexual assault/exploitation, and industry abuse
heres a quick thread on why i believe this scene is an an allegory for men's rape fantasies ("fixing" a woman) and men's continuous unwanted sexual pursuit of mizi, a lesbian.
#ZOMST#zombiestage